The Meeting
I had used computers all of my life. It was something that I had always felt very comfortable with and when I got the Internet it was something which really opened my mind. Being a shemale meant that I had felt very alone and very different but the Internet meant that I could find out about other people who were similar to me and also about people who really liked people like me. I had always been attracted to girls but many seemed to be put off by either my cock or my breasts or by both. I think perhaps it was more the shock as it was a very hard thing to explain, there was never a good moment and so it made things very awkward and it was usually just after I had told someone that they decided they would split up with me.
The Internet was fantastic because it meant that I could chat to other shemales and share my experiences and get advice on the best way to deal with things. I also joined other social networking sites and made friends using them, hiding behind my computer and not mentioning to anyone who I was. It was really great being able to relax as I know that sometimes people look at me oddly and things like that and knowing that no one could see me was great.
I found that I made some really good friends on line and I was soon chatting to them on a regular basis. One kept asking me if I had a web cam and I didn't so I declined their offer of talking 'face to face'. However, I did find some sites where people had web cams and they were doing all sorts of things for the camera. It got me rather horny, the idea of doing this, even though I enjoyed being anonymous in some circles as well. I decided that I could perhaps be daring a perform on one of these sites, show off my body and see what sort of reaction it got. Despite being quite shy, the idea of doing this was getting me very horny and I found myself getting more and more excited about the whole idea. I think that it was because it was something that I had never done before and the whole idea of being watched while I masturbated rather turned me on, especially as I enjoyed watching others do it.
I looked on different sites to decide which one I liked the best. I decided that I did not want to show my face and so I wanted to make sure that my web cam was positioned so that it did not show my face. I was sure that not many people would recognise me just from my body. I practised a bit by positioning the web cam in the right place and I even stripped off an played around with the position I was in and the lighting. In the end I decided that it was best if I lay back on my bed and positioned my laptop so that it was filming me slightly from above. It seemed to be the most flattering angle for me and also showed the most of my body.
I had announced online, on a website, that I would be live on my web cam at a particular time that evening. I was getting rather nervous now but had nothing to lose. If no one liked it then it didn't matter as they didn't know who I was, but the whole idea of a shy person like myself, exposing themselves to anyone who wanted to see, was extremely exciting for me. I was hoping that it would improve my confidence but also be a fun new experience for me.
When there were a few minutes to go, I stripped off my clothes and positioned my computer correctly. I tested it was set up properly and then when the time was right, I started to record and lay back on the bed. I was already seeing that there were a few comments coming through so I began to have fun. I firstly rubbed my breasts and played with my nipples until they were hard. This always started my cock hardening and so by the time I held it in one hand, it was already hard. I began to stroke it and I could feel my excitement mounting. I knew that people were watching and it made me so horny that I had an urge to come right there and then but I knew that a longer show would be preferred. I sat up a bit so that I was able to read some of the comments and most people were saying how nice my breasts were and how they wanted to see me come.
I didn't need telling twice and I was soon frantically rubbing my cock with one hand and playing with my nipple with another. It felt fantastic, better than any other masturbation session I had and perhaps even better than some sex sessions as well. I was soon so close to coming that I was panting and I could feel the tension building up in my balls. I stroked them slightly and then rubbed frantically and as I came I imagined what it must look like to other people seeing my come spurting in front of the camera.
